I want to write more blog posts here. Or in the very least, it's something I feel I should be doing. The blog section exists for sharing some long-form thoughts and more textual parts of my projects, but I've barely touched it and I fear that may give an impression that I've neglected this place. Or if not that, my neglect leads to falling out of habit of writing things here.
That latter point is where I think several causes may lie.
This post admittedly become something of a vent. I'm not really sure if it's a productive vent in the end — I'm sure there's a non-zero number of visitors to my website who barely know me, and maybe there's stuff in here they don't actually need to know. All that said, it's the best way I felt I could elucidate these feelings.
Content warnings: mentions of death, harassment